Searching for Sunshine

It was only a couple of months ago when I let go of some of the things that were holding me back, when I shed my skin and attempted to start anew, when I started to see light at the end of the tunnel that I’ve been holding my breath in for about 7 years. I thought that I finally let go of my little rain cloud. I thought I saw and felt the sun on my skin for the first time in a long time and I was actually kind of hopeful. I was quite surprised to think that things might actually be looking up instead of being a slow cruise through life. Then it hit me. It was only a moment, only a temporary high, only one cloud moving fast enough to let the sun shine through, and it wasn’t long that the other clouds caught up to hide the sun. It’s alright I guess, I didn’t really like the sun anyway…

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